Consider also the examples left by the saints of the Old and New Testaments. Isaiah, such a virtuous and zealous prophet, deemed
himself impure before God, and confessed that all his good deeds were
like dirty rags (cf. Is 64:5). Daniel, whom God called a holy man, capable of arresting
the divine wrath through his prayers, spoke to God with the humility of a
sinner covered with confusion and shame. St Dominic, a miracle of innocence and holiness, had
reached such a degree of self-contempt that he thought he drew curses
from heaven upon the cities which he had to pass through. Thus, before
entering a city, he would kneel down, put his face toward the ground,
and say with tears: “I implore you, O Lord, have compassion on me, do
not look at my sins, and do not punish this city as your just vengeance
for keeping me within its walls.” St Francis, who deserved to be an image of Jesus Crucified
for the purity of his life, believed himself to be the worst sinner on
earth; this thought was so firmly fixed in his spirit that no one could
have removed it. He used to say that, had God granted all those graces
to the lowest of men, that man would have made better use of them and
would not have been so ungrateful. Several other saints believed themselves unworthy of the
food they took, of the air they breathed, of the garments they wore. Others regarded it as a great miracle of the divine mercy to be
tolerated on earth, instead of being thrown into hell. Still others
were surprised that men could bear them and that all creatures would not
get together to exterminate and annihilate them. All the saints
abhorred distinction, praises and honors, and because of the great
contempt that they had for themselves, they longed for nothing other
than humiliations and dishonor. Are you perhaps holier than they? Why don’t you consider
yourself — after their example — unworthy and vile? Why don’t you seek — as
they did — the simple joy of holy humility?
J. Pecci (later Pope Leo XIII)
J. Pecci (later Pope Leo XIII)
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